|Right now this is my favorite peice...this perfectly sums up everything that made me who I am...but i think most people can relate to something here|
Questions and AnswersWhy is it so easy to pick the razor back up?Questions and Answers by Sakura2349
What made the needle so appealing again?
Where did everyone go that I have no support?
How can death seem so appealing?
Questions are difficult
The can be ambiguous
They can be left unanswered
Or they can hide meaning that you can’t even fathom
Answers are simple
Answers are clear
Every answer expresses hidden emotions
But, you have become too distant to understand mine
Because it offers a comfort that no person can
Because it numbs a pain you don’t even know exists
They got hurt in being near me, and were left no choice but to walk away
Simply because life is hard
Why do I turn to those that hurt me?
What made it so simple for me to run away?
Where would I even go now?
How can you not see the pain I am going through?
Questions are asked each and every day
Everyone has questions in their minds
Some stem from curiosity
But, those that keep us up at night are from self doubt
Answers very rarely come
They are very rarely what we wan
Fair Weather FriendsDon’t…just don’tFair Weather Friends by Sakura2349
Don’t pretend to be my friend
I don’t need your fake pity
I don’t need your unreliable friendship
Don’t think I am that stupid anymore
Don’t think my friendship is only at your convince
Know my friendship is all or nothing
Don’t think I will just wait around for you to come back
Know that I am reliable and dependable
Know that your secrets are safe with me
Know that I will be there around the clock
But, know that once I am done I am truly done
Don’t misunderstand me
This is not a cold-hearted declaration
This is just me walking away
This is me finally doing what best for me
Don’t think I am unaware
Don’t think I don’t know you used me
I knew well, and I let you
Because for a time I needed you
You may think you are the victor
You may think you won
But you are just another fatality in my mind
Just another friend that left the battlefield
Don’t be arrogant
Don’t fool yourself
I Already Knew“Kit write it out….” Those are the words that snap me from the trance that I got myself into by letting my thoughts run wild…I look up at them meeting their dark eyes…not even having the energy to glare as I look at the computer then down at my hands in a perplexed state….I Already Knew by Sakura2349
‘Write what….who I am mad at….why would I do that…if they can’t figure it out from my tone…or my silence they don’t deserve to hear me say it….Write about feeling used….acknowledge the fact...the fact that everyone that gets close uses me for money…support…or just to do what they don’t want to…why would I do that? They know what they do…they don’t need me to tell them they are wrong…unless they don’t feel it is wrong….then they are disillusioned with right and wrong…but it is not my place to fix them….write about my stress…Why? That it my burden to bear
Alright so you can see what i look like in my gallery i tried it as and ID and i hate that picture of me like expanded so yeah....I'm stuck looking like that since plastic surgery and needles scare the life out of me. I use this account mainly for writing I have posted a couple pics and stuff but...I have no artistic ability other then writing and even there i feel a little shakey. Since i have joined here i have been feeling a little better about it seeing all the kind comments and the people that have added me. |
I write the best when I am upset and that is really a regular attitude. There is about two things that keep me upset enough to pull out a good sad story. Most of the conversations in my stories are based of conversations i have had with a few of the people i know. That is kind of sad if you read Between Bonds and see how Itachi treats Yumi...Anyway the way i look at that situation is..."At least it pulled out a good story.
For the people that visit my page regularly yes this is updated. I hate keeping things the same for long periods of time. People who know me for real know this is true. I am on my third backpack of the year. I try to dye my hair at least once a year...The worst was dying it black because i really did look like Orochimau.
I may not look like the happiest person or even come across as it but here is the reality of it all. Life is hard, I haven't always found myself in the best situations but i am not a depressed person. I have good friends that i know are always going to be there for me and such so i can be happy knowing that. If anyone want me to add them as a friend on here I would gladly be willing to do that. If anyone has questions feel free to ask me.
I really hope everyone who comes here enjoys my writing. I really love when people leave me a comment so please drop me a line.
Current Residence: USA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large (the bigger the comfier)
Print preference: none
Favourite genre of music: pop
Favourite photographer: ummm again one of my friends
Favourite style of art: umm like the manga form
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Shell of choice: conch
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Orochimaru
Favourite cartoon character: Orochimaru
Personal Quote: The cure for death itself. The answer is immortality. By creating a legacy,
|I have interest in one of the jackets...Umm I suck it drawing so if you want something done for you it would have to be writing or photography...check out my gallery and see what i am capable of...so those to subjects more then likely unless it was simple and i will give llama badges...also points from this might go towards my group thanks a bunch|