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Have you ever had something break...and the more you tried to fix it the more it broke? That is kind of where I am at now...but its just odd to me...I recently got in a fight with the one person I would have considered to be my best friend...and well feelings were certainly hurt...and we both snapped at each other....and I talked to another one of my amazing friends and he told me to wait and let her make the first move....and i did....i waited a pretty decent amount of time...and i heard from her today...we hung out for the first time since the fight....and it was both good and bad...it started off good...allot of laughing and talking...and then....she kind of hinted at the fact that she is sharing personal details about me to someone that I do not like and I do not trust...someone that knows next to nothing about my life for good reasons...well the one she knows everything...I have told her everything...and the one that knows nothing went looking for something she couldn't find...and my friend snapped at me about this...and it felt like she was trying to restart the same fight hiding behind this act of I didn't want to start a fight and what matters is that it didn't cause any trouble for you...as to the issue she brought i told her about it at the time...but since she as involving someone else...especially who it was i just agreed it was weird and let it drop...I didn't see the point of defending it when it is just going to get back to the other person...I know the reason...and thats good enough for me...but overall I am just tired of fighting...she knew this was going to be a fight...and it did cause problems for me...So everything is telling me to deal with those problems before addressing her...but at the same time...I don't know if I even want to.... I mean I feel like this severely limits what i will be comfortable telling her....allot of trust is broken here...can you even be friends with someone you don't trust? But...at the same time its odd because I am seeing people I never knew care....I hung out with another friend at the end of the day...and truth be told I never felt we were that close...and i take the blame I wouldn't let him near....but....she snapped at him over something he told me...and he amazingly said he needed me over her...and when we hung out it was actually fun...we went to the mall....I went blonde so he thinks I need more color in my wardrobe to match the new look...but anyway he seemed to actually have fun laughing at how bad some of the clothes were...and we talked some...and then another friend that has been out of my life for about a year came forward....and we have been talking and its been great....shes funny and we get along...and then there is one person that is always there for me...and he came around....thankfully....but I dont know...this whole thing has made me think a lot...and I guess the big question is will I be able to keep this friendship even though it has drastically changed allot of trust is gone....or is it even worth it...I want it to be...but I will never feel like i can tell her everything again....

I am also gearing up to go back to school...I got all my stuff today...folders spirals and pencils...sheesh that is an expensive little journey...but its all my car stuff corvette mustang and vipers so i am excited...my friend was joking saying that i should be more mature going into the business college but they ended up with a Lisa Frank folder so ha! I am ready to go back though...I actually enjoy it...I know I get stressed out but it is something to keep me busy.... 

Sigh what else....I made a grand mistake opening up to a friend of mine about the bad state I was in a couple weeks ago...I didn't really tell anyone else...and well I think that is part of the reason she just agreed to drop this fight...which wasn't the goal...I was just trying to explain why my actions have amounted to what they have....I just I hit a low point and I hate that...and i told her that...and she seemed a little shocked and worried...I guess that reaction is part of why I hate confiding in people...

On the upside I am about a month away from my license...yeah I am old to not have it...but i have had a crippling fear of driving...and who knows one day I might get in and just keep on going...
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Slave to the Rhythm
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: chasing life
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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Sakura2349
Kitsune
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Alright so you can see what i look like in my gallery i tried it as and ID and i hate that picture of me like expanded so yeah....I'm stuck looking like that since plastic surgery and needles scare the life out of me. I use this account mainly for writing I have posted a couple pics and stuff but...I have no artistic ability other then writing and even there i feel a little shakey. Since i have joined here i have been feeling a little better about it seeing all the kind comments and the people that have added me.

I write the best when I am upset and that is really a regular attitude. There is about two things that keep me upset enough to pull out a good sad story. Most of the conversations in my stories are based of conversations i have had with a few of the people i know. That is kind of sad if you read Between Bonds and see how Itachi treats Yumi...Anyway the way i look at that situation is..."At least it pulled out a good story.

For the people that visit my page regularly yes this is updated. I hate keeping things the same for long periods of time. People who know me for real know this is true. I am on my third backpack of the year. I try to dye my hair at least once a year...The worst was dying it black because i really did look like Orochimau.

I may not look like the happiest person or even come across as it but here is the reality of it all. Life is hard, I haven't always found myself in the best situations but i am not a depressed person. I have good friends that i know are always going to be there for me and such so i can be happy knowing that. If anyone want me to add them as a friend on here I would gladly be willing to do that. If anyone has questions feel free to ask me.

I really hope everyone who comes here enjoys my writing. I really love when people leave me a comment so please drop me a line.

Current Residence: USA
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Favourite genre of music: pop
Favourite photographer: ummm again one of my friends
Favourite style of art: umm like the manga form
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Shell of choice: conch
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Orochimaru
Favourite cartoon character: Orochimaru
Personal Quote: The cure for death itself. The answer is immortality. By creating a legacy,
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adiehltwin Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! :-)
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Thanks for the fave!! You are a fantastic person! :)
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Hey thanx for the FAVE, really means alot!!
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thanks for the favorite
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thank you for faving one of my sweets a while ago Dance!
may the Llama I offer in return remind you of my gratitude if you ever decide to +fav any of my other works in the future since I won't be spaming you with more 'thank you' notes Hug  but I'm always happy to answer comments or questions if you have any :D (Big Grin)
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thank you for the fave! means a lot to me! :) 
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Thanks for the favorite on "Never Leave"!
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Coeur chocolat by DigithalieThank-you-for-favs by KmyGraphic
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Thanks for fave and Watch me for more arts :)
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